THERE IS NO C IN FABULOUS...

So being the huge superstitious, look to the stars, trust in the gods person that i am, seriously has left me wondering what the f*ck is going on? Have my stars vaporized, god's gone on vacay or lucky rabbit foot gone A-wall?? My luck was yet to be turned around, I like to consider myself a pretty social friendly person but lately been feeling unlikable and pretty bitter,some say the series of hard events that one endures in a lifetime is meant to test you, but lately i feel like they have been breaking me. So to start off 2009 my outfit was recognized in apparel news magazine by my dismay the wonderful editors at ApparelNews put the wrong name caption under the picture...therefore my hard work unrecognized. Next my teacher whom i have spoken about in previous blogs gives me the below mediocracy grade of a fucking C, there is no C in Fabulous, so when i get a C i feel it is below my standards. Next my bank account seems below diminished and my wonderful public relations job pays a far below wonderful pay. So im here at home, sulking in my misery, pennyless, academically disabled, and apparently unlikeable(some classmate told me that surprise to all he is gay, most gay men adore me) So after this atrocious week i only am left to think whats next?