Consumed by Life

So it has been a very long time since i blogged can you blame me i have been CONSUMED BY LIFE....Tons to talk about first and foremost....I GOT ACCEPTED TO THE FASHION INSTITUTE OF TECHNOLOGY!!!! Yes I'm taking a grande bite out of that delicious apple and not holding back one bit! Upon this acceptance into F.i.t came some tough decisions with the current standing of my love life, see i had a certain spanish hunk in my life but felt torn between him and the NYC, titled as the best boyfriend i have ever had, it pained to let him slip away but we both decided it was for the best. Aspirations to be a sexy cop maybe one day he will pull me over in my pink lambo and sparks will fly once again. I leave it in fates hands and only look forward to my future now. Other decisions such as where i will lay my head at night and possible job opportunities have consumed my thoughts, oh and how i will pay for it all, check the "undecided" box por favor. not to mention i applied for a michael kors internship...(gasp)...i know cross fingers and toesies, cuz i love his orange glow and witty commentary courtesy project runway not to mention he epitomizes classic americano fashion. oh and major beefin going on with a certain bracefaced friend-enemy at school (deets not juicy enough to reveal) but hopefully all will be resolved soon, off to beauty sleep land....Xoxo

p.s. rigo your the only comments i get of coarse i read them

Mr. Right vs. Mr.right now

So as its dreaded arrival neared its departure was even sweeter, yes valentines day, it came and it went. I hate when guys give the bullshit excuse of valentines is just a marketing scheme and "why should i show my love that one specific day" uhm...earth to beavis you don't show it any other day. I have never gotten roses just because and def never gotten chocolates on any other day besides v-day. A romantic holiday is what its suppose to be, but every year it torments me, and im sure 5 million other girls feel like me. A hopeless romantic at heart, and somehow deep inside believe chivalry is not dead how can one really decipher if a guys efforts are truly to show affection or truly to show you affection in the form of his bulging pants. I spoke to a friend who pours his whole heart into every girl he feels can potentially be the "one" only to disappointingly find out that she isn't. I wish there was a way to seek out the "one" like a floating light bulb above your head only to be sparked and lit by the "one." Which leads to the title, Mr.Right vs. Mr.right now...... Mr.right is the quintessential perfect guy, the one who opens the doors, calls you every day, text you when he thinks of you, always considers you in his plans, gushing about you to his friends, all around charming guy. But most often when we meet mr.right we are opted to go for Mr.right now, the guy who you have instant chemistry with (mostly sexual attraction) hardly calls, never texts back right away, refuses to change his single status on myspace to "in a relationship" gives you the "why do we need a title" speech, yeah that guy the one who treats you like dirt but you stick to him like mud( a very wise 17yr old boy gave me that analogy) Why is that? Age old answer of you always want what you cant have. A game of cat and mouse but this huge feline dominates your jungle and for some reason you choose not to have it any other way. So i sit her contemplative whether to tell my friend to morph into mr.right now or continue wearing his heart on his sleeve(resulting in hole he is unable to patch) or holding on to the last shred of hope he has left that the "one" is still out there. I guess that is an answer he will have to decide, maybe for the next girl he can be wiser, not jump into something so quickly. I always tell him to not expect the world from a girl, when you do and she doesnt deliver your left to pick up the pieces of a broken heart, and unfortently that is what he is left to do so off with my broom and a bottle of booze (im on damage control)..... until next time kiddies ciao!!

THERE IS NO C IN FABULOUS...

So being the huge superstitious, look to the stars, trust in the gods person that i am, seriously has left me wondering what the f*ck is going on? Have my stars vaporized, god's gone on vacay or lucky rabbit foot gone A-wall?? My luck was yet to be turned around, I like to consider myself a pretty social friendly person but lately been feeling unlikable and pretty bitter,some say the series of hard events that one endures in a lifetime is meant to test you, but lately i feel like they have been breaking me. So to start off 2009 my outfit was recognized in apparel news magazine by my dismay the wonderful editors at ApparelNews put the wrong name caption under the picture...therefore my hard work unrecognized. Next my teacher whom i have spoken about in previous blogs gives me the below mediocracy grade of a fucking C, there is no C in Fabulous, so when i get a C i feel it is below my standards. Next my bank account seems below diminished and my wonderful public relations job pays a far below wonderful pay. So im here at home, sulking in my misery, pennyless, academically disabled, and apparently unlikeable(some classmate told me that surprise to all he is gay, most gay men adore me) So after this atrocious week i only am left to think whats next?