saturday night BLAH!

So after declaring my supreme fabulousness and newly embraced single hood, i am sitting her home on the computer on Saturday night. All i wanted to do was shake my ass have a drink and maybe even flirt a little, def not happening tonight! My friends are pretty much flakes, one said she wanted to go out today at work and opted for an evening with her boyfriend. Another was dieing to go out and couldn't find a sitter for her son. I could have gone to a local bar in chino, but with the high risk of running into a high school frienemy i decided to lay low, sulk in my pjs and enjoy skinny cow ice cream, well off to bed! need my sleep im attending bridal show #2 with my sister and mom tomorrow and need all my energy for the dozens of different cakes i will be sampling, maid of honor dresses i will be trying on and most importantly the bridal hunks bidding for my sisters business and my attention CIAO LOVERS!!!

Footloose and Fancy Free

So here i am again, a single girl in the city. I have never been the tamed type for some reason, or for some guys. Well the ending of my last relationship prompted me to write this blog but relationships have never been a huge yearning in my life, don't get me wrong i love affection, cuddling and the companionship of having a man but i never really needed it. Instead i strive to do things for me, accomplish my goals, do what i want and not have to answer to anyone. I always wondered why i was like this? Instead of chasing boys i chased my dreams and still in this marathon of life running to catch them! I had dinner with my mom, aunt, and sister yesterday at Beso (btw fabulous restaurant i recommend the mango martini...yum) My mother happily married for 26 years my aunt also for 15 years and my sister newly engaged to her boyfriend of 6 YEARS, (sporting a gorgeous rock and blissful glow) have all had these great lasting relationship and still in them. Now i am only 21 and have no plans on getting married, engaged, knocked up any of that anytime soon. But wondered why when these women were my age they were already settled in there relationships. And it came to me....I am exactly like my grandmother Tina Loa...her description of her romantic lifestyle was FOOTLOOSE AND FANCY FREE...meaning she dated who she wanted kept no obligation to any man and left when she wanted. and basically thats ME! I have friends already married and some pregnant or having there second child, and i dont want any of that. I would rather go out dancing and drinking then play dates at the park, go to the gym than dinner with him, sew a dress than go on a date, and really see nothing wrong with it! I am content with my life now, excited for changes that come my way, i have new adventures to go on, exotic lands to explore(costa rica this august) and many more cosmopolitans to drink! So this is a proclamation of my fabulousness, an ode to my courage to embrace this life on my own, and the beginning of my journey as an adult! CIAO LOVERS!!!!